Depressing.

Schoolmates are leaving for Vietnam Fieldtrip tomorrow morning.

Must be anxious huh?

Anyway, to Yiling, Poochy, Mizrahi and the rest who are going...


Have a safe fieldtrip. You will definately enjoy it.
Go there safely, come back safely ok.

Poochy, i'll wait for your hug.


I'll miss you.

For Fazlin, have a good and exhausting expedition to Taiwan on Sunday alright?
(If you are reding this of course.)

Everybody is going for fieldtrip and holidays, me?

I'm stuck at school doing art.

And times like this, i miss Yunnan.

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I miss my Zang Group.

I miss the meals that the Islam family had together.
I miss those nonsense times we spent.

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I miss Tiger Leaping Gorge.

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I miss especially the little children there.

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I miss the nice scenery that we saw which we would never get to see in Singapore.

I miss it.
I wanna travel, around the world.

Must be nice huh?

Well, i'm feeling down.
Really down, i don't know why.

Maybe cause, i heard my dad's friend died suddenly.
If you read the malay newspaper.


The artist, the late Mohammad Din Mohd.

My dad's friend and i could still clearly remember how nice he was to us (READ:MY FAMILY).
Looking at how creative he is, just like my dad.

Suffered from the same illness as my dad.
I can never imagine how i would be if my dad left us, left the world.

Heard from mum, it was a really depressing scene at his house.
One of the child, is my age, taking O'Levels this year. How saddening she is, going on with life without a father by her side furthermore she's taking art. Wouldn't that remind her of her dad?

Just like me.

If my dad were to leave me at this situation, i'll go crazy.
I can't imagine what would REALLY happen if my dad really goes, suddenly.

But, Suraya, stay strong, even though you might not be reading.
Seseorang yang hidup pasti akan pergi.
Even though i can't feel how you are feeling but, just stay strong.
Berat orang memandang, berat lagi orang yang memikulnya.

I'm glad and bersyukur that i still have my family and friends around me.
Nothing means more than them.

If God were to give a choice whether to take their life away or mine?
I'll ask HIM to take mine.
I'm willing.
I'll do anything for my family and friends.

It's a depressing entry.
I'll end here.