I Had A REALLY Bad Day.

I feel like dying.
Trust me, i'm not lying.

No matter how much i studied, no matter how much i put my effort to study and stay back to see teachers, i just can't get the results.

I feel so stressed up, not getting the results i want to show my mum that i did studied.
It seems so useless.
I feel so guilty not telling my mum my results when actually i've already gotten it like last week.

I'm not happy, i'm not laughing, i'm not crying, im just
DEPRESSED.

Why the hell am i studying so hard, when i'm not even getting the results?
Why am i so disappointed in myself?
Why am i even doing this??!!!

God, what am i blabbering?

I feel so stupid in 5N2.
I feel like a piece of SHIT in there.
All of them are freaking clever, no let me correct it, they are GENIUS!
Then, why am i there?

How can i even get to sec5?

I freaking hate myself, yes i do.
I feel like just ending my world and shut the chapter of my life.
It won't matter anyway, the world won't change without me. I'm just like a rubbish.

Friends,
they are trying my best to cheer me up. Epecially my MOON-STRUCK friends.
But, i can't seem to smile.
It's like as if, IFFA HAZIQAH is not even alive.

Oh, she just died!
ARGH!!!
I've gone competely mad and i feel like crying but i can't.

^%*(^(%#%#&* can somebody just shot me at the head!!
Life is like a freaking hell!

You know, i'm even thinking of not going for the photo-shoot.
Don't worry sistaz, it's just a thought, it won't harm our plans.

I'm sure my parents is gonna freak and scream at me when they know my results.

Secondary 5 life, is not fun at all.
Trust me on this.

ARGH!!!!!
I'm prepared for the worst.

SOMEBODY, KILL ME!!!!
ARGH!!!!