happy-happy mood
Yes, i'm happy. Not exactly, but happy.

I don't know why. Myabe cause today holiday, damnit. Tomorrow is SS paper, the most hatred paper ever, not to forget POA. I feel like just quitting but, i know i must keep going on.
Like, ARGH!!!

Anyway, life have been pretty ugly and nice at the same time.

I'm glad that i have my Biatch, Halimatus, Sliva and Firli to laugh with. Almost about anything. Yes, i'm glad that we are friends again, actually more than friends, we are best friends.
Still, i have my pooch to talk to when i'm not with the Biatch.
Shmi, i don't know. Some how i just feel that i'm so small compared to her. I'm like a drawf and she's the giant. We are like two different people. I just can't find myself to talk to her anymore.
No, i don't know the reason. I can't find the reason.

I feel so sad, yet glad at the sametime. Something is wrong with me.

On the other hand, Eddy and I are fine. We've been talking to each other on the phone like almost every night. Well, i'm gald that i have a friend like him. We can talk almost bout anything.
It takes time to get to know him more, so let's be patient ya biatch and pooch? hahahaha. =)

Ok, then. I've updated and i have to memorise my ss notes.

So till here, I'M OUT!!!