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Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old male student and web designer who resides in super sunny Singapore.I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. I walk around Orchard Road every weekend in my snowman costume. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. It goes on. Your profile here. I hope you have something to write. Do take note of the height constraint of this section! |
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Going On Hiatus.
I broke down last Monday, in front of my malay teacher, Cikgu Ruziana. I was just too stressed and scared. For what you ask, well, if you know me well, you should know. I just could not take anymore, with the stress that i'm handling and the expectations that school, teachers and parents are putting on me. I just could not take it. Plus, my term test results did not show it. You know? I just feel so sucky... I told cikgu everything and i'm glad she was there to calm me. I could not do it in front of my friends, it just seem not right. I'm just so afraid that i'm passing my problems to them. Nor did i spoke to my parents first. Somehow, i just felt When i thought that this crying would will be over, i broke down AGAIN, on Tuesday. Right after i got my Comb. Humans results. I called my mum and cried. I'm glad and fortunate she understood my situation, what more of a mother would i want. Ma, I love you!!! And, Fazlin was there, accidentally. Somehow, i just spoke my heart out to her and i felt better. Thanks Fazzy. Where we they when i needed them, but the one who turned up was the person i never thought would turn up. It brings me back the memories when i was in sec.1 Anyway, thanks Shmi and Shalini for listening to my shouts/screams Also, to Fazzy and Cikgu, for being there for me. No-Uniform Day was ok. Nothing special, unlike the past few years. Also because of my mood, i was too lazy to snap pictures of the teachers and friends. Yesterday, Community Heart Day, was simply tiring. Not gonna elaborate. Today, presentation of our CHD, was simply GREAT. I managed to let go the saddness and enjoy a lil bit of craziness. I represented my class and i was shivering, in front of the whole Sec.4&5s. The audience could see from my hand and hear from my voice. However, year master said i did fine and even though i shivered, i managed to cover it. I going on HIATUS soon, after tomorrow which would be my last post about the 'BEYOND CLASS ROOM DAY'. I've decided to stop blogging for now, and concentrate on my subjects. Would be back by the end of mid-year examinations? Ok, to end this post, watch this video, I'M OUT!!! Too Cute - The best bloopers are a click away P/S: Happy International Womes' Day Sistaz, friends and readers!!! |