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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old male student and web designer who resides in super sunny Singapore.I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. I walk around Orchard Road every weekend in my snowman costume. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. It goes on. Your profile here. I hope you have something to write. Do take note of the height constraint of this section! |
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I'm FREAKING STRESS!!!!
I hate it when everyone have high hopes for me. I hate it when people wants me to do my very best. I hate it when people say i can make the school proud. I hate it when people wants me to DO what i DON'T want to DO. Yes, i am in a very angry mood!!!! Don't even ask about my malay results!!! Like i said previously, i wont; retake but it looks like i HAVE to retake. Why? Cause, THEY want me to change my attitude, attitude that makes i feel satistfied of what i get. Seriously, i don't get it. Why are you putting such high hopes on me, just because you want the school to be good in everyone's eyes? Why me? Why not Edmund? ARGH!!!! Damn, the school is KILLING ME!!!! I'm feeling very regretful now, for all the things i've done or get like: 1. To get good grades for my N'Levels 2. To be so NICE to the teachers. 3. To have parents which is involved in the school PSG. (that doesn't mean i hate them ok?) 4. To get nominated for LKY award. 5. To be so disciplined in school. 6. To be active in Drama, and be the president. And the list goes on. If only i could just scream at the teachers and principal. I just want a happy year ahead of me, but what i get? A very stressful year, even though i was already expecting it coming but this is too much!!! I bet none of you all know what i am talking right now, sorry, i'm just venting my anger!!!! -take a DEEEEEEP breath, and let it go- Ok, i shall explain. My teachers want me to retake my malay O, because they think i have the potential to do better. Plus, they are thinking of nominating me for the LKY award. Just because my studies is stable for the past 5 years, which IS NOT TRUE!!!! And, i have been really good in CCA and i have no disciplinary problems before. So, it other words, they want me to retake my malay O even though i have been repeating i don't want to. Can't they see why i don't want to retake? Cause, i'm stress with all my other subjects!!! I have ART to finish by June, POA to revise on, CHEM&PHY to revise and memorise on. Not forgetting ENGLISH to practice on. Oh, and COMB. HUMANS. I just want a subject lesser, i want to forget about malay and move on with other subjects. damn!!! So what's my decision after all the thinking yesterday? I am going to RETAKE my malay and show them that i do not have the attitude of easily statisfied and what nonsense!!!! And, at the same time, i am gonna make sure i do my VERY best and get an A1. Plus, i want to improve my grades for all my subjects, and make a study plan. I must be serious from now on, no more playing a fool!!! I had my fun for the past 4years, this time it's my final year and i'm gonna have all the stress which i hope i could handle it. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW, TEACHERS???!!!! It's a long entry, i'm gonna stop. OUT!!!! |