Kak aNNa` has tagged me. So, here goes...

40 Random Things About Myself

1. I love my mum a lot even though, i get shouted at.
2. I love singing to myself, whenever i listen to my Mp3.
3. I'm very confused whether to go to JC or POLY.
4. I'm currently staying away from all Taufik's events.
5. I have mood swings, now and then.
6. I hate myself for being so moody and angry.
7. People know me as the joyful, crazy and bubbly girl.
8. I don't really talk to my neighbours. *roll eyes*
9. I'm thinking of being an aneroxic.
10. I love to run in the rain, the heavier the better!!
11. I think having a boyfriend now is just a waste of time.
12. I can get really stupid in class, esp when i don't really know the chapters.
13. I'm a book freak, i love READING!!!
14. I think i'm better in Malay than English, but i got a 1 for english instead of malay.
15. I can read books till 3am, latest was 6am.
16. I love to shout and scream, HAHAHA!!!
17. I wanna be a Drama instructor when i grow up.
18. I'm known as a Drama Queen in class. =p
19. I hate people calling me that just cause i used to be a Drama President.
20. Sometimes, i feel that i don't have friends. =<
21. I miss the old IFFA. *look around*
22. I miss that certain someone, even though that someone had hurt me. ;(
23. I think i'm a liar to everyone.
24. I have this feeling that, i can never make it for O'Levels.
25. I'm studying really hard and smartly so that i could get to a good poly/JC.
26. I'm going on a diet...
27. I sick with my life.
28. I always have this negative thoughts about myself
29. I hate those thoughts!!!!
30. I wish, i could just get over it and start a new life!!!
31. Being apart of Fiknatics and Fiknatic Sistaz is the best thing that had happened in my LIFE!!
32. I can hold back my tears pretty well, but i can never hold back my laughter, i wonder why...
33. I go crazy in DRAMA, sometimes, even juniors find my weird
34. I hate myself but at same time, i can't stop myself from loving it... =P
35. I rather slack and stay at home on sundays than go out...
36. I feel like cutting my thighs now, it's aching really bad!!!
37. I cherished all my family members, sistaz and friends a lot!!!
38. I hate smokes ahd have tatoos on thier bodies.
39. I love DRAMA a lot!!!
40. I can never tell my problems or secrets to anyone, including my mother or close friends...

A lot huh?
Confusing?
Hahaha!!!

Anyway, two weeks of school has passed and i think i'm already stressed up!!!!
Had lots of fun yesterday during religious class. Thanks to Farhana!!
See ya next two weeks babe!!!

I'm going on a strict diet now!!!
I've even thought of starving myself, seriously, i hate my FAT self!!!!
I'm born plump, bubbly and cute *roll eyes* but, i think its time to change!!!!
Really!! seeing some of my old friends, friends and even elder bro who have lost weight, i think i'm really fat now!!! URGH!!!!!


Hopefully, the plan that i've planned will work!!!

I don't think i could make it for 20th Jan.
Nowadays, i rarely have the mood to go out,
even going out with Shalini and Shmi today seem such a big task for me.

Whats wrong with me!!!!
URGH!!!!

What's on my head now is to
Lose weight and get serious with studies.
Damn i hate myself!!!

Between,
HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY BRO!!!!
Have fun with ya PSP!!!!!


Till then people, TooDeLs!!!!
P/S. Aziq, i so am in love with your phone!!!!
Congrats!!!