I was reading Kak aNNa`s blog just a few seconds ago.
I know, whatever Kak aNNa` type-d on her blog it is true and i'm looking at the way it is now. Actually i'm trying.
But one thing straight, i can never strave. If i starve the whole day on school, i'll faint la!!!
Imagine not eating for nearly 12hrs in school, and i don't eat breakfast either.
So sistaz, friends and whoever read this blog, i won't strave.

But, still i'm on a diet.

And, i realise there are still people out there who still cares...
Ya, i LUUURVVVEEEE them lots!!!! <3<3>

Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of canyon
With only one way out
Take what you're given before it's gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

That few sentances are really encouraging.
It came from a song lyric, and i am so LOVING the song now.
Thought of making it as my class song, even class also got song!!! *shakes head*

Being a Sec.5 student is so stressful!!!!
Especially when you are in the first class of the sec.5.
All the teachers are depending on us to make YTSS proud, make sure we keep YTSS standard etc etc etc.
It doesn't stop there, it carries on at home, and i must say i'm
STRESS!!!!!!

YTSS is a very demanding school, i'm not saying my school is not good but i'm just stating the fact.
Who won't?

Each day everybody thinks that a student like me is very happy and no worries but they are WRONG!!!!!
Cause, each day i'm worried, whether am i going to do well, am i going to concentrate in class, will i ever get to understand every single thing the teacher teach? etc etc etc.

Never estimate that someone only be her smiles, laughter, saddness or even loneliness, cause nobody can read his/her mind.
ONLY THE PERSON CAN READ!!!

Why am i in a very angry mood?
Cause i'm just so upset why everybody is stressing me or my friends out?
Just to make sure we study?
Well, you can always caught us red-handed studying at 5pm after school outside the library!!!

Anyway, i'm tired, tired of all the stress that i'm going through but i'm gonna make sure, i go through my last year in YTSS properly!!!

On a better note; thanks for reading all the random and frustrated post of mine.
THANKS!!!
And ya, i miss my sistaz really bad!!!
Taufik, i think he is out of mine until O'Levels ends.

Oh Aziq, here's a little encouragement from me.

Cause when push come to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand.

This is what actually make me stand up and have the faitha nd courage to carry on again.
No matter what happens, i'm here for you. *hugs*

Till then, TooDeLs!!!!