Feeling really down right now, why?
Not sure.

I have these feelings and voices that i'm not cared, loved and i don't even have friends.
Whats wrong with me, i asked myself but all i got for an answer is silence.

You know the feelings wher you can't feel anything or you just wanna be alone by yourself, yes, i'm feeling that.

And, i must admit this i am thinking of that idiot.
I don't know, Shalini if you're reading this, never ask ok?
I miss that. I don't know, i just miss those smses that he sent me and i miss those time when we chat nonsense.

You must think i'm crazy huh?
But, i have the right to pour out these stupid feelings and i'm so hating it now.
Don't ever ask!!!!

I'm empty on the inside and the out!
People, HELP?

I miss everyone, including you, my friends.

Have you ever been alone and everyone is crowding you but they are ignoring you cause they think you are sick or just need time?

Well, ya, i've felt that way.
But, when i'm sad and angry, i need someone to be there for me.
To entertain and accompany me, but no, i don't get that.
Sometimes i think, even my closest friends don't understand me.
Actually, nobody does.
Not even Shmi. Yes, not even her.

ARGH!!! I HATE ME!!!!

Should i just kill myself now?