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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old male student and web designer who resides in super sunny Singapore.I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. I walk around Orchard Road every weekend in my snowman costume. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. It goes on. Your profile here. I hope you have something to write. Do take note of the height constraint of this section! |
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I can't sleep...What am i suppose to do? Blog la, what else!!! Ok, i know i told myself to stop worrying but i can't help it, it's 10 more days.... And, i should not worry? Seriously, i don't know what am i suppose to do or feel now. I had an MSN chat with Hidayu yesterday, she was telling me not to worry cause i'll definately make, with all my confidence, hard-working and all... I'm even more surprised when she told me, she's not worried. She will just have to make do and take the results as it is.... Really, i salute her for saying that... Why could she do it, but i can't? Why can't i just shut my mind off about my results and stop blogging about it? I do believe that i have to make do what i get and just move on from there, i know i have to... But, it's 10 more days, shouldn't i be worrying? Shouldn't i? huh? What a funny question to ask!!! darn it!! Ya ALLAH, ya Tuhan ku, aku mohon padamu untuk memberi ku kekuatan untuk menjalani hidup ini dengan tabah, andai nya, aku tidak dapat apa yang telah aku impikan, ya ALLAH... The only thing i could do now, is pray.... Cause i know, whatever i do and feel, IT feel it too... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I miss my primary school friends, even though we did not spend so much time, as compared to how i spent my time with my secondary school friends. But, i do miss them... Reading Hazlinda's blog and looking at the pictures, i miss my primary school, the old one..... Where Mr Chong was our principle, we were still using blackboards and there was afternoon and morning sessions... >I miss the time during Primary3 where i fought with Chelsea for a stupid and unreasonable thing..... I miss them ALL... -I still could remember the "Secret Place" which was actually the old pond... -I still could remember that i was being called by the principle, Ms Taha, for the fight between Rizan... -I could still remember the time where 3/2 had to perform DO-RE-MI in front the whole school.. -I could still remember in primary3, i got third for Syair and first in primary5... -I could still remember writing a Get Well Soon letter to Chelsea..... -I could still remember the time we audition-ed for Teachers' Day Concert but never got in.... -I could still remember saying good-bye to Chelsea when she was going to shift house.... -I could still remember the Social Studies project during primary5, we (Chelsea, Celeste,I) got full marks.... I could still remember all the other memories, there are more than that, lots more!!! Do you remember Chelsea? I did, i never forgot, NEVER!!! It's a time that i must cherished, like how i cherish my life, family, Fiknatic Sistaz and friends.... Those memories, made me who am i know plus some help of secondary school life..... Looking back, i wish we had a reunion, wouldn't it be GREAT???!!! Maybe, it would... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Oh, my mum's operation is actually today which i thought was actually tomorrow. Which caused me not being able to attend the date i had with my fiknatic sistaz, aiyah!!! My mum got all the dates mix-ed up, or maybe me.... Ok, i admit, it was my fault!!! SHIT!!! Ok, i'm tired but not sleepy.. Still i have to end right, so TooDeLs!!!! |