a friend should be radical.
she should hug when you are unhuggable,
love when you are unlovable,
and bear when you are unbearable,
a friend should be fanatical,
she should cheer when the whole world boos,
dance when you get good news,
and cry when you cry too.
But most of all,
a friend should be mathematical.
she should multiply the joy,
divide the sorrow,
subtract the past,
and add it to tomorrow.
calculate the need in your heart,
and always be bigger than
the sum to all of these parts.

Could any of my friends be like that? Anyone?
I'm unsure.....

Will i ever have the true meaning of a friend, close friend, best friend, sisters etc.
I ask myself, will i ever have it?

I'm already happy with friends that is around me now,
especially with my DRALING FIKNATIC SISTERZ!!!!
I'm glad that ALLAH had made me be apart of them, i'm really fortunate....

But, except from them, will my other friends be like that?
Will they? Will you?
Will my classmates be like that?
Still, no confirmation...

I'm just hoping they will, cause i know, on the
18 December,
I WILL NEED THEM!!!!

I know, my SISTERZ will be there,
even though not there physically,
they will be, MENTALLY.....
I know, like how they haven been supporting me since this year.....
That's why,
I LOVE THEM, A LOT!!!

19 more days...