Do i have real friends?
Can my friends really be there for me when i really need them?
Can i really trust my friends and family to stand by me no matter what?
Well, i don't think so.

Have i been wearing a mask,
Hiding the real me from all my friends.
Do they know who am i,
The real me...

Yes, i do keep my true self from them
Cause i know, they won't accept me for who i am.
Yes, i do have friends,
But, i don't think they will stay long.

Sooner or later, they will me.
Cause friends won't stay long,
Maybe i might be wrong,
But it had happened to me before....

It hurts, it hurts alot!!!
I really feel like crying now,
But, it seems that all my tears have dried up....
All i can say, i'm feeling down, really down....

If you're reading this, and you think i'm referring to you, don't!! Cause i'm not, i just wanna type how i'm feeling now. I don't know why, but i really think what Yiling told me yesterday was true. I not as cheerful as i was in sec1 and 2. I changed. Really, i don't know why i'm feeling this way, i just wanna cry but i can't let it out. What's wrong with me??!!!!

Whatever i type-d is all true, i've never lied in my own blog, NEVER!!! Sometimes, i really wish i wasn't born in this world. Have you all ever wonder, how different it would be without you in this world? Imagine not having me in your life, it would definately be better.....