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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old male student and web designer who resides in super sunny Singapore.I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. I walk around Orchard Road every weekend in my snowman costume. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. It goes on. Your profile here. I hope you have something to write. Do take note of the height constraint of this section! |
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[[i HaD a BaD dAy!!!!]] God!!! I'm like so tired, sick and sad... I'm having a so-called bad day now, just feel like ranting nonsense here, so those who don't want to read, DON'T!!!! Anyway, finishing my homework and i really miss my fiknatic family, Taufik, Kairul, Fauzie, YunNan etc. etc.... I'm feeling so miserable right now, i don't even know the reason, every single thing that i see is not right, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!!!!! Argh!!!! I want YunNan!!!! I want to see the cute children and maybe just stay there, argh!!!!! I want to be with my fiknatic family which should be spending their time at East Coast Park now, watching Taufik perform!!! I want to go to school and finish my art!!! I'm in complete mess now!!! Actually, i could have finish my art already but my mum was nagging not for me to go to school!! What the hell, i thought mum will never stop her child to go to school, but my mum is complete different.... This is what she said, anyway i was sleeping when she said this.... Mum: Fa, kau tak payah pegi skola sudah fa...(asking voice) Me: Tak boleh la, nak kena pegi...I need to finish my art piece....(normal voice) Mum: Kau ni, dari tutup skola sampai nak bukak skola asyik skola aje....Tak perna stick kat rumah!!!(so-called marah voice) Me: Abeh, nak buat macam mane, skola tu kan macam rumah ifi jugak... If i have to finish it i have to.... (sad but happy voice) Mum: Ala, stay kat rumah aje lah...(pujuk voice) Me: Tak boleh lah, nanti Ms kwa marah la...(fed-up voice) Mum: Dah, pegi mandi cepat, ikut mama pegi pasar, jangan pegi skola, dengar tak?!(she was shouting already by now..) Me: Yelah, yelah...Kalau art piece tak habis, mama punya pasal ah!!(angry but calmed voice) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ So, tell me how am i to finish my work? It's true that i've not been at home expect at night during the school holidays... I told her, school is my second home and nobody could change it not even ME!!! My school is very different from other schools, other schools finish around 3pm, mine is at least 5pm-6.30pm. I can't do anything expect to just get used to it... Anyway, it's already normal for me... She just have accept the facts that my school is EXTRA-ordinary!!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ School is open tomorrow!!!(actually, school is open everyday!!) I'm actually getting excited, even though with the project which my group had not finished yet, but actually sometimes i think teachers are also unreasonable, i'm not saying they are bad but UNREASONABLE!!! YunNan fieldtrip is the last one to come back home but we are the first to present, don't they know how musch time we have to do that? It's like not even a day!!! Everybody is busy with homeworks, coursework and retest!!! So, how can we finish? We might as well die.... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Anyway, yesterday, i was out with my parents, we ate in a restaurant which is not very hish-class... It reminds me of Yunnan, i don't know...I'm missing Yunnan very badly nowadays, sometimes i wish i could just still be there; climbing the stairs, hiking the mountains, taking pictures, doing reflections at the hotel, eating the non-edible food while crapping with the Islam Family and disturbing the teachers... Every time i think about it, i really missed it..Especially the students there, how cute and clever they are....Aww, it just hurts when i think about it!!! Accept it or not Iffa, you are in Singapore not in YUNNAN!!! Now, i'm think of the time when the Islam Family were crapping at the table, talking about how great it was climbing the Tiger Leaping Gorge..... It's a memory that is not wasteful for me to cherish and keep.... I just wish, i would spend a day, just a day with all my fieldtrip mates... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My dad is over at Dubai now, he just called...He is staying at a SUITE!!!! His view is the SEA and he has a VEY BIG FLAT TV!!!! He's living alone!!! OhMyGod!!! I'm really jealous!!! Told him to take pictures, anyway he's holding on to my camera anyway... I'll miss him!!!  My Beloved Daddy!!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok, LoLeLoLe guys.... Just to let everyone of my fiknatic sistaz, I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!! Argh, this just makes me more frustrated!!! Love all of you, hope to see you all soon... |